Today I am struggling.
I am struggling with adulthood and all of the decisions, choices, pains and responsibilities we have.
I just wanted to spend all summer playing outside with my kids, but the decisions we have to make about our future, can no longer be ignored.
Instead of facing them head on and enjoying the challenge, I want to put my head in a hole and pray they go away.
I can't do that.
But I want to.
I want my aches and pains to go away by themselves and I don't want to spend countless hours and dollars on doctors.
But they aren't and I have to.
I am not normally a procrastinator. I usually like to work on the tasks that are in front of me.
But truthfully, right now, I am scared.
I want someone to take me by the hand, tell me it's going to be ok and make the decisions for me.
I want things to be as simple as they are in this field:
I want to remember, that all that is important, is in that picture.
And most importantly, my walk with God.
It will all work out.