I miss this.
You have no idea how much I need to write.
And while I still am not able to blog yet, I need to get these thoughts and emotions off my chest.
2013 was brought in with major trepidation. And even though we were scared, we had no idea what was coming.
We thought we were strong enough...
I don't need to take you down memory lane for those first few months.
I don't need to remind you about all the stress and worry of the summer months.
I definitely don't need to share every detail about our painful fall and winter.
We are weak.
We knew we were weak when that first lump/swell spot showed up on my foot August 15th. (Even though we thought we were strong.)
We definitely knew we were more weak when my husband stepped out of his truck on November 22nd. Severely rolling his ankle and completely tearing all of the major ligaments in his foot. (But we thought we were even stronger.)
So as the realization hit that we didn't know how we were going to pay our bills, buy groceries and that Christmas presents were definitely out of the question, we discovered that we were NEVER strong.
We aren't suppose to be.
The more pain we are in, the more we need Him. The weaker we are, the more we rely on Him for His strength.
I am absolutely so so weak and yet, have never felt so blessed in my life and wouldn't trade a second ...
2014 was brought in with major trepidation.
And yet my "resolutions" this year are:
To be weaker than ever.
Constantly on my knees.
Striving for His will, not mine.
So here's to a God filled 2014
Love from the Ramer family.